What Is One To Do?!?!?

Ok so.
Full of emotions here, each of which are tearing me in 2 different directions. I'm trying to decide whether or not to go back to school in a few weeks. I'm so close to being done, it's disgusting! But the problem is: If I go back, I will have to face a lot of people who are going to say 'I told you so' about mt divorce. I KNOW my marriage could have worked out if he were willing to put in the effort. It honestly wasn't my fault that he left me... But nobody at school cares about my story or what actually happened, so all I have to look forward to are a bunch of people pointing a finger at me. Besides that, I've gained 85 pounds in a YEAR because of an accumulation of medical problems, surgeries, and dealing with the emotional stress of being ripped away from my family and having a husband who could care less about me. It's not pretty, let me tell ya. But, I've lost 25 pounds so far. Woot! Only 60 more to go. Anyways, I'm so embarrassed for people to see me looking so big. I hate looking at myself, and I would hate to force anybody else to look at me too.

So the question is: Should I wait one semester to go back, so I can focus on getting my weight back down and building my emotional health and self esteem again? Or should I just suck it up and hope that I can handle the extra stress of being pointed at for being fat and divorced?

What should I do?? Help help help.
Have a lovely day.